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Back? Kind of...
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Oh wow it has been a really long time. I have no idea if people are still even on here....well then where to start. OH GOD IT HAS BEEN TWO YEAR....well then...ummm...I guess I will start where I left off.
I had to leave school since I ran out of money. I also couldn't find a job in video game design since I don't have a very good portfolio yet. So we (Tom and I) moved in with my parents back in PA. At the time I was having a lot of pain in my uterus (oh yeah it is graphic time) and found out I had a fibroid the size of a cantaloupe in my uterus. If you want to know more about fibroid go here: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uterine_…. So I had to get major surgery. Yeah...that year kind of sucked royally.
So after my abdominal myomectomy (for the fibroid) I was completely useless for 3 months while I recovered. The major thing I did during this time....watched all of the new Doctor Who on Netflix. So yes I am a Whovian now and wallowed in my own self worth. Kind of a really shitty time for me.
I decided that I just needed to get a job to move out of my parents house so I found a job through a friend for a customer service position. That was one year ago (almost to the day) and since then Tom and I have moved out into a really nice apartment and...
(drum roll)
GOT ENGAGED...woo! I will post a picture of the ring at some point. I have met some amazing friends at this job and I am now engaged to the most amazing friend ever. I love him soooo much.
I haven't been doing a lot of art but have ventured more into the crafts zone. After my surgery my mom got me a silhouette cameo which cuts paper and started making awesome Christmas cards. Then a girl at work showed me how to crochet and I have been a crochet MONSTER ever since.
SO to summarize my very short explanation of the last two years, it sucked and I am not where I want to be in life job wise but I am happy and content for the moment 
. I also hope to be on here more and plan to post some of my crochet stuff soon. I also started an Etsy page: www.etsy.com/shop/DeliriousCre… come say hi! I hope everyone is doing well and feel free to message me if you want to catch up.
. I also hope to be on here more and plan to post some of my crochet stuff soon. I also started an Etsy page: www.etsy.com/shop/DeliriousCre… come say hi! I hope everyone is doing well and feel free to message me if you want to catch up.Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
holy crap a new entry!
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So I know I haven't been on in ages...so I guess its time for an epic update.
Art:
I haven't been working on a lot of art due to my classes being reading and writing heavy so I tend to get lazy with my art. I have been drawing some but I do not have a working scanner so the pictures I would post would suck! I might post some anyway then put them in scraps once I have a better version but we will see.
School:
it has been crazy! I am getting all A's in school and even got a 105 on my midterm. I feel so proud of myself from being a failure in school to a straight A student! I guess loving what you are doing helps a lot. I don't really like my classes this quarter much but I at least like my teachers and the people in my classes so I can't complain! I am excited for next semester when I can start taking 3D modeling classes! so very exciting
Work:
still no job, but for some reason it doesn't bother me as much now. I have come to accept that I need my parents help to support me...and even if I don't like it, that is the way it is right now.
Love:
I am still with Tom! our 3 year anniversary is coming up in January he makes me so happy even in hard times like this he can always make me smile. He is the perfect match for me 
Life:
I have embarked on a journey since I came to Savannah to truly find myself. It sounds so cheesy when I say it out loud but I don't think I knew who I was before I came here. I tended to take on personalities of the people around me and didn't know what I really liked or disliked. With the help of the people around me I have started to understand what it means to truly feel comfortable in my own skin. It is hard to explain and I still have a ways to go, but I'm not scared or confused anymore...I welcome change in all forms. I am very happy.
I guess there is not much else to say...I will try to post stuff up soon! hope everyone is doing well!
Art:
I haven't been working on a lot of art due to my classes being reading and writing heavy so I tend to get lazy with my art. I have been drawing some but I do not have a working scanner so the pictures I would post would suck! I might post some anyway then put them in scraps once I have a better version but we will see.
School:
it has been crazy! I am getting all A's in school and even got a 105 on my midterm. I feel so proud of myself from being a failure in school to a straight A student! I guess loving what you are doing helps a lot. I don't really like my classes this quarter much but I at least like my teachers and the people in my classes so I can't complain! I am excited for next semester when I can start taking 3D modeling classes! so very exciting
Work:
still no job, but for some reason it doesn't bother me as much now. I have come to accept that I need my parents help to support me...and even if I don't like it, that is the way it is right now.
Love:
I am still with Tom! our 3 year anniversary is coming up in January
he makes me so happy even in hard times like this he can always make me smile. He is the perfect match for me Life:
I have embarked on a journey since I came to Savannah to truly find myself. It sounds so cheesy when I say it out loud but I don't think I knew who I was before I came here. I tended to take on personalities of the people around me and didn't know what I really liked or disliked. With the help of the people around me I have started to understand what it means to truly feel comfortable in my own skin. It is hard to explain and I still have a ways to go, but I'm not scared or confused anymore...I welcome change in all forms. I am very happy.
I guess there is not much else to say...I will try to post stuff up soon! hope everyone is doing well!
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Life, art, and randomness
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Life:
I am still jobless and poor. I have pretty much been staying in my apartment drawing, playing Wipeout Fury, and watching Star Trek: the Next Generation (and just finished Nana). Having no money sucks! So I decided to open up commissions. If you are interested just message me and we will work out prices.
Art:
I have been working on my chibi drawings which makes me really happy!
I also have been working on other things like:
I have always wanted to learn how to draw tentacles...it took me a while but I am really happy with how they turned out!
Randomness:
I have been feeling really disconnected from the outside world but I guess that comes with having no money. On and off drawing block has been killing me but I know it is because if general anxiety for school to start and for me to get a job. I miss having a purpose to go towards...hopefully things will pick up in September.
I miss everyone on DA so drop by and say hi! I hope everyone is doing well!
I am still jobless and poor. I have pretty much been staying in my apartment drawing, playing Wipeout Fury, and watching Star Trek: the Next Generation (and just finished Nana). Having no money sucks! So I decided to open up commissions. If you are interested just message me and we will work out prices.
Art:
I have been working on my chibi drawings which makes me really happy!
I also have been working on other things like:
I have always wanted to learn how to draw tentacles...it took me a while but I am really happy with how they turned out!
Randomness:
I have been feeling really disconnected from the outside world but I guess that comes with having no money. On and off drawing block has been killing me but I know it is because if general anxiety for school to start and for me to get a job. I miss having a purpose to go towards...hopefully things will pick up in September.
I miss everyone on DA so drop by and say hi! I hope everyone is doing well!
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MOVED OMG XD
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so Tom and I moved into a new place which is actually right next door to my old place hahaha but it took 12 hours of moving stuff (including various breaks) and we were so tired I felt like I was going to die. So of course I needed a shower and we found out we didn't have a shower curtain so we just strung up an old bed sheet...then the next day it felt like I got hit by a car (I am so out of shape!) and we found out that the outlets in our place don't work T.T wahhhh...so I am on my laptop which likes to over heat on me. Also since I can't plug in my other computer I can't work on my entry to the RIFT contest so I am so ANGRY about that. grrrr...
Tom and I are thinking about cosplaying again...I'm not going to say what until we actually do something though since we are BROKE...that is another thing...I am so broke it's not even funny. I had everything figured out with school loans but apparently I can't take summer classes because what I need to take is not offered in the summer so I can't get my student loans so I am FUCKED...
so I am trying to figure out what I should do for money...trust me I am looking for a job but no one seems to want me. I want to make stuff to put up on etsy or something but who knows if that will work out!
I felt like I haven't talked to anyone on here in ages! I'm not even sure if anyone checks my stuff anymore...but if you do how are you? <3
Tom and I are thinking about cosplaying again...I'm not going to say what until we actually do something though since we are BROKE...that is another thing...I am so broke it's not even funny. I had everything figured out with school loans but apparently I can't take summer classes because what I need to take is not offered in the summer so I can't get my student loans so I am FUCKED...
so I am trying to figure out what I should do for money...trust me I am looking for a job but no one seems to want me. I want to make stuff to put up on etsy or something but who knows if that will work out!I felt like I haven't talked to anyone on here in ages! I'm not even sure if anyone checks my stuff anymore...but if you do how are you? <3
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gah! STUFF
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so yeah for some reason Deviant art does not work on my home computer (I am at school) so I can't update as much as I would like. I am going to enter the RIFT contest! I am totally looking forward to it!
other stuff is going on but I don't feel like writing about it at school. Hope everyone is doing well! <3
other stuff is going on but I don't feel like writing about it at school. Hope everyone is doing well! <3
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